Mother, Rude, Click
My mother calls today to give me the update on my sister and that is sounding somewhat good. Then we get chatting about other things like where I’ll sleep when I come out to visit this weekend… …I...
View ArticleG+ Snippet… Cockblocked from Helen Hunt
From a Google+ update I made a couple days ago: Got very little sleep last night, the tireding of long bus trip, now time for bed. Also, a coupla days ago I was awoke by someone buzzing my apartment...
View ArticleReminders and Reinforcements
Well, you know how on the 29th I hung up on my mom and don’t plan on talking to her again because of that phone call and her treating me that way since I was at least as far back as 8 years old? My...
View ArticleClips, Dinner, Lost Time
So, again forever since I updated here… Things going on…. Ok, I’ve been being really productive on making and uploading fetish and sexy clips. I’m feeling pretty good about that and enjoying it....
View ArticleDocs, Photogs, Power
Things with the docs have been going pretty okay though there have been some frustrating points. Not going into detail, but there is that going on. The medical studies are done at this point except...
View ArticleThis one involves some drama and it’s finally ending… is verbose.
Okay, lately: DBT is going rough but good. Pdoc/therapy is going rough but good. Meds seem to be going in a good direction. Have done 3 modeling sessions in the past coupla months. I’d call all...
View ArticleSaid it already on Twitter
I sorta feel the internet went from a chaotic hopscotch collision to now being like walking through a shopping mall wearing a name label. Filed under: Daily Life Tagged: day in the life, end of...
View ArticleOn pain, non-sexual masochism, and medical treatment/centers enjoyment
I always loved going to the doctor’s or being in the hospital, I enjoy being ill or injured. Not as in I go *seeking* it or actually like being sick or injured… It’s hard to explain. I hate having a...
View ArticlePast week
I went from Sunday to Friday night with about 31 hours of sleep chopped up into two sections by sleeping on Wednesday due to insomnia issues. I see my doc on the 8th and I’m going to stress to her...
View ArticleVeteran’s Day and Memorial Day (Warning, could cause you to send hate-mail)
These are always odd days for me as a veteran. I mean, I appreciate people acknowledging folks in the military and through that that I was in and what it meant as a lifestyle. But at the same time, the...
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God gave me snow.Filed under: Daily Life Tagged: anger, beauty, blessed, blessing, christian, christmas, christmas eve, crippling beauty, day in the life, giving thanks, god, gorgeous, heart wrenching,...
View ArticleNot much here, but lots to put up
The past month hasn’t been nearly as dead as this blog has been. I’m making a list of things to hopefully think to update on later Meanwhile, I went to a really silly event last night ran by...
View ArticleOkay. Kombucha.
Everyone in my closer life and many outside have been hearing about this so I’m adding it here: I’ve officially taken up kombucha brewing at home. I started with a 1 gal glass jar and a SCOBY from...
View ArticleAgain so much but only a short post.
The immediate: I’m in the middle of a hot flash, one of a few I’ve had for two days now along with an on-going headache that varies in intensity. The headache is annoying but not a surprise as the...
View ArticleA bad night
It’s a hard night. Else is going in my private journal.Filed under: Daily Life, Others, Relationships Tagged: alone, anger, angry, army, bronx, day in the life, insomnia, jonesy, love, new york, NYC,...
View ArticleMean Face
In a head-punching space. Not saying more as it may or may not effect the outcome. But in head-punching space. Best that the internet is so silent tonight. It could lead to bad words.Filed under:...
View ArticleTwitter and Jonesy tonight
I’ve been mostly only using Twitter to note things in life lately. I need to find a way to automatically or easily have those saved so that I can post them as blog entries (or at least the worthwhile...
View ArticleJonesy Update
He stayed overnight and I picked him up at 5pm today. Sent home with instructions and meds. No running, jumping or climbing for 14 days. (How? Short of removing all items from a room, if a cat wants...
View ArticleJonesy has lymphoma
The biopsy came back. He has intermediate grade intestinal lymphoma. I have opted out of chemotherapy as I do not want to risk his last days, however many there are, being miserable. And the...
View ArticleNot talking, but hurting.
Things have been rough w/cat things. I still don’t want to go into details or talk directly about it. It’s something of “what are you going to do?”. Some understand, some may not. It just weighs...
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